Depression and Drug Addiction?
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I have been feeling very depressed and lonely for the past 3 or 4 years. I believe it’s because of how I ruined my life by drinking and being arrested for DUI and drug possession three times. I have no friends because of this. I have tried committing suicide several times by either stabbing myself, hanging myself, or overdosing. I was put in a mental hospital last summer for a week because someone saw me trying to kill myself. The hospital didn’t do anything for me. In fact I feel worse than ever before. I dont wanna die because of the emotional pain im going through. I wanna die because I am tired of living. I am also now addicted to hydrocodone and roxycodone. I just keep popping pills in my mouth hoping that something bad happens to me. I hate waking up every day, I just want it all to end. I can’t afford to go to a doctor so that’s out of the question. I have been diagnosed with major depression, bipolar disorder, and borderline personality disorder if that helps. I also am an atheist so therefore don’t mention God or Jesus. I have never believed in them as I think they are fake.
My question is why isn’t anything working??? I mean I can’t try too much harder. Who can I go to??? Should I just commit suicide??? I just need someone to help me out!!!!!
Best answer:
Answer by Savannah Petrachenko
You need to find just one thing that you love doing and won’t hurt you and do it! Like reading? Grab a book. Stuff like that. The more positive things you introduce to your life, the better you will feel. You just have to be positive. I know this probably sounds pretty redundant but that’s only because it works. I wish you the best of luck.
Answer by lost
Well your in rough shape you need to see a doctor if you can afford your pills then you can afford a doctor. You need to be treated for your conditions with the right medication. If you are currently incarcerated then ask for help the jails will provide you with support.
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