Silent Cries for Help? Possible Depression?
Question by Music Freak: Silent Cries For Help? Possible Depression?
I’m 13. Heres what i don’t like about myself:
-I have acne
-I’m not school smart
-I have super short hair (redish-brown, dyed it)
-Guys don’t seem to like me
-I can’t talk about my feelings that don’t involve a problem
-problem as in an issue with a friend,then i can speak up
-the only person i feel comfortable talking to is a girl i met over the internet.
-were friends on facebook, but she lives in a different country.
-I’m addicted to a game called habbo
So, My period is almost two weeks late. I assumed im PMSing, but its getting worse… My friend on habbo says hes worried about me. I’ve been thinking about suicide lately.. i used to think it was totally stupid, but now.. i don’t know. And i’ve been thinking about cutting.. I told my mom i want therapy.. but she won’t listen. I figured that cutting would be like silent cries for help… the scars representing the screams. But i don’t want to! I don’t know how ot reach out and ask for help…I think im in a depression.. and its getting worse. My habbo friend asked me “How you feeling?” and i burst into tears right in font of the computer..
It broke me down to see that he cared, because im normally helping him. hes normally the depressed one. and the girl who i talk to is named bella, and i don’t know how to even say to her im depressed. Tyler (guy habbo friend) was with me in a room on the game.. and his brother plays it too, so his brother came in.. and i said i was feeling depressed, trying to get Tyler’s attention. But his brother called me an emo b!tch…
I’m used to name. I got called an emo f*ck once by a kid down the street from where i live, and i just kept walking. but this… it nearly broke me!! I don’t even care about this game that much, but im just so depressed. When im not playing it, im happy. When i do, all the bottled and twisted emotions settle down and i lose it. I can’t talk to my mom, she wont listen.and i cannot even bring myself to say i considered suicide to her.. My best friend hasn’t even been around. I had 4, one isn’t around. One isn’t my friend any longer. one wouldn’t understand. and the last one is bella.
What can i do? I don’t care if its mostly PMS, i can’t handle this. I need a way to chill, to calm down. Im depressed and stressed and sad…just so.. sad.
Best answer:
Answer by tod m
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Answer by G
Tell someone other than your mom that you need therapy. Don’t stop telling adults that you want therapy until you get into therapy. Tell someone, an adult in your town, that you have thoughts of suicide. You can’t deal with this on your own. You deserve to get help.
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