How Addiction Happens

Question by The Mrkonatior!: Does anyone know of a good Mental Health forum?
Cause I feel like killing myself for over something I did a year ago! And how and where can I confess this to someone without someone trying to hurt me,
even know I probable deserve it? This happened a year ago an I need help
cause i look back n I know I did wrong it was with a family member.. Is
this rape? I did not really do anything it was only oral I thought
about not doing it at first but I could not help myself cause of urges I
get… I stopped after 5 minutes cause I knew it was wrong! an I know
this is not a excuse but I do have mental issues where I take things to
far an I just takes things farther then I should cause I cant help it an
I need help bad… I’m not a bad person, I don’t go around looking to
get someone to do something with me by making them, I’m so sorry I just
took the playing around way to far cause “that is what happened before
dis happened”, and I’m sorry to make u read this but I’m scared… I
need advice if I don’t I will just end my life. I made a big mistake i
raped someone but I hope not cause it only happened three times an for
like 5 minutes I did not put nothing in or anything like that I knew it
was wrong that is why I did not take it that far.. We was just laughing
an playing around an i got to much into it that it just got way to far
an I really do regret doing it an wish it never happened an I just want
to know is this rape or attempted rape I’m crying right now just wishing
I never did it.. And I’m no rapist this is the first time it happened, I
had never thought about rapping anyone and now I feel like a sick
person even know I am not, i just made a very bad choice… If I could
go back in time it would of never happened and I would of got some help
before it was to late an try to help myself from these urges of this
type of stuff! An will Jesus forgive me if I’m sorry an ask him to
forgive me an repent? It happened last year. I just wish it did not
happen fml! I’m really am thinking about ******* my self over this cause
I feel so bad… It was oral I was over age she was under age a good
sum years! :*/ Please help me out this is not a troll question.. I made a
dumb mistake it was wrong I hate it I regret it I’m not a sex offender I
don’t go around forcing girls to have sex with me I was just to caught
up in the moment of us just playing around if I could go back in time it
would never happened..would Jesus forgive me? I need sum help I have a
sex addiction I need help! I also have a porn addiction and I’m I just
got sick thoughts.. I want to get help real bad before this gets out of
hand… I need a psychiatrist… I feel so bad that I just want this to
be known… If I had to I would go to a hospital or something like that,
I would do anything to make this better and not rape no one if you call
it that…
Posted Image Please help with this. I would not be on here if I did not want to get help so I would stop having these types of thoughts an urges and if I did not believe i made a wrong choice and I am on here cause I know I need treatment and some counseling or something like that and need to be put in a hospital and get seen to see what is wrong with me cause I can’t live with this guilt or fear or knowing what i did and depression and these urges or thoughts and addictions and issues any more at all…

Best answer:

Answer by The Seven Collars Of The Bow…
You Need A Hug And Some THC Edibles…

Deep Breathe…It’s Gonna Pass By Daylight…

Answer by Creeping Malaise
The only person who can forgive you is your victim. To make any attempt to obtain that forgiveness you should obtain the services of a clinical psychologist who is competent to supervise a meeting where you can make your apology. You must make this effort regardless of how painful the consequences or you will deteriorate and with a damaged conscience you may be dangerous. That is the only hope you have to restore your self respect. Talk to a licensed professional their first interest is safeguarding your mental health, protecting your victim will be an equal priority. You will not like the feeling that someone needs protection from you but you must accept it as part of the price of losing control of yourself.

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